This is why I love my job I was working on set at the show when I heard some music with some pretty epic breakdowns coming from down stairs when I went to investigate I found the drummer Adam and the lead guitar player from The Mongolids jamming !!!

"those moments when you just want to cease to exist , I at least stop feeling" ~me~

"those moments when you just want to cease to exist , I at least stop feeling"
~me~

Shadows are falling and I’m running out of breath Keep me in your heart for awhile If I leave you it doesn’t mean I love you any less Keep me in your heart for awhile When you get up in the morning and you see that crazy sun Keep me in your heart for awhile There’s a train leaving nightly called when all is said and done Keep me in your heart for awhile Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo Keep me in your heart for awhile Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo Keep me in your heart for awhile Sometimes when you’re doing simple things around the house Maybe you’ll think of me and smile You know I’m tied to you like the buttons on your blouse Keep me in your heart for awhile Hold me in your thoughts, take me to your dreams Touch me as I fall into view When the winter comes keep the fires lit And I will be right next to you Engine driver’s headed north to Pleasant Stream Keep me in your heart for awhile These wheels keep turning but they’re running out of steam Keep me in your heart for awhile Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo Keep me in your heart for awhile Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo Keep me in your heart for awhile

“

WARREN ZEVON
“Keep Me In Your Heart”




Shadows are falling and I’m running out of breath
Keep me in your heart for awhile
If I leave you it doesn’t mean I love you any less
Keep me in your heart for awhile
When you get up in the morning and you see that crazy sun
Keep me in your heart for awhile
There’s a train leaving nightly called when all is said and done
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Sometimes when you’re doing simple things
around the house
Maybe you’ll think of me and smile
You know I’m tied to you like the buttons on
your blouse
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Hold me in your thoughts, take me to your dreams
Touch me as I fall into view
When the winter comes keep the fires lit
And I will be right next to you
Engine driver’s headed north to Pleasant Stream
Keep me in your heart for awhile
These wheels keep turning but they’re running out
of steam
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile

”

“Done. Over. Finè. My happiness has run it course or at least is derailed until she comes back to me. To say I got hurt is like saying Hitler was not a nice guy. Physical pain of any torture type would be better than this. I feel as though you shattered my heart into a million pieces each so small and tiny it could pass through the eye of a needle, then when that wasn’t enough you spit on the wreckage. I know what I am and what im not and I know im not the best-looking guy, and there is a lot wrong with me mentally and while I might not the brightest knife in the crayon box, I do know this. Even in this state of grief and sorrow each minute fragment of my heart still loves and cares for you more than I do my self or anything else. After all that has happened I still care for you, I still want to make you happy. My heart lies in a million pieces bleeding in a mess of hurt sorrow and deeply wounded depression. It hurts the most when you
can actually feel your heart breaking. my internal self is at war, with my brain telling me to get away forget and never look back she hurt you three times in a row promising after each time it will be the last. Whilst my heart throws in its own strong opinion. She loves you she’s said it three times to you and repeated it several times on the last one, and I know I never said it back and its not because I don’t care that strongly for you its just a big deal for me and when I say it I wanted it to be special and genuine. When she’s with you she smiles so big she’s beautiful and happy. She told you that you’re the only one that when she kissed she felt it in her heart. Should I hate you because you hurt me?
Or should I love you because you made me feel special? It’s like my mind knows what’s right 
but my heart is being retarded and still cares She told you you’re the only one who has ever treated her right. Why then am I the one who is getting hurt. How come if IM “Mr Right” why am I the one lethargic with depression. Why did/do you treat me the way you should have treated your piece of crap, douche bag ex boyfriends. Am I not “Mr right now” that’s what mom says that girls don’t appreciate guys like me until there older. I am conflicted internally with another war between the needs to forget Rachel and the needs to remember what it was like to be with her blissfully happy. She will come back. It felt like I was born the day you kissed me, 
died the day you left me, 
but lived for the time that you loved me. I know in my heart we end up together and that’s all I have to hang on to, especially while I’m in Afghanistan. I know shes younger than me and I know we are both young but that doesn’t change the way I feel about her nor how strong and intense those feelings are. Time will make you forget me but 
time will make me love you more than before. Some Day You’ll Cry For Me
Like I Cried For You, 
Some Day You’ll Miss Me
Like I Missed You, 
Some Day You’ll Need Me
Like I Needed You, 
Some Day You’ll Love Me and I will still care for you ill wait with a broken heart and open arms I will wait for you for as long as I live. I will always be here for you and my feelings will never change. I am and will always remain most affectionately yo”
— http://boss0501.tumblr.com/

Ole faithful here to comfort me and take the pain away

Ole faithful here to comfort me and take the pain away