I’ve always considered my self to be unattractive, over weight, unintelligent, mentally off but like able as a person. She, she was the only person who ever made me feel not those negative things I loved who I was for once. She made me feel nervous and content at the same time. I didn’t care about my many flaws I was more than content and when you find that you are a 10. It felt amazing to be with her just to talk to her was the highlight of everyday. To see her was better than Christmas morning. I was happy for once really happy. And it’s gone. I miss her and she wants nothing to do with me in any form. Hope life gets better