Feeling
Feeling like my heart is torn
Ripped from my chest without death
Desperate to be from the ashes yet reborn
Fight as hard as possible for every breath



Living life without love
I can’t stand us being apart
Every thing I need for her I’d shove
the way I feel for you only grew from the start



I know all you want is to be left alone
for me to be gone, just feels wrong
Sorry I’m but i’m not that strong
Every moment with out is another cut all the way to the way pass my bone



Falling for you will forever be my best mistake
For the small time of utter happiness I wouldn’t change for the world
I handed over my heart, but not to break
For that time i got to call you my girl



I never thought I could be so euphoric
Never to happen again
For me that time goes down as historic
From here on out my love to feign



I will always need you and want you for who you are.
Even you felt the happiness warm
Like the sun.
Never to repair my heart will always be ajar.
When I wished deeply to never be done.



I’m tired of hurting and tired of stressing
To my life you brought something true and new
The time spent with you was such a blessing
For what you did give me I thank you




Noah A Waters III

— Noah A Waters III

Feeling

Feeling like my heart is torn
Ripped from my chest without death
Desperate to be from the ashes yet reborn
Fight as hard as possible for every breath

Living life without love
I can’t stand us being apart
Every thing I need for her I’d shove
the way I feel for you only grew from the start

I know all you want is to be left alone
for me to be gone, just feels wrong
Sorry I’m but i’m not that strong
Every moment with out is another cut all the way to the way pass my bone

Falling for you will forever be my best mistake
For the small time of utter happiness I wouldn’t change for the world
I handed over my heart, but not to break
For that time i got to call you my girl

I never thought I could be so euphoric
Never to happen again
For me that time goes down as historic
From here on out my love to feign

I will always need you and want you for who you are.
Even you felt the happiness warm
Like the sun.
Never to repair my heart will always be ajar.
When I wished deeply to never be done.

I’m tired of hurting and tired of stressing
To my life you brought something true and new
The time spent with you was such a blessing
For what you did give me I thank you


Noah A Waters III

The magic is ruined !!!!

The magic is ruined !!!!

boss0501:

Im not typical in the terms of “a guy” in any means. I love Disney Love and I want it so bad. I fear I’m not meant nor made for it. I want to do “sweet”/romantic/heartfelt things for some girl that I love. I love it I really do.  I am the random romantic immensley hopeless. random as in I like to do things unexpected such as flowers because its monday, a random piece of eclectic jewelry because it was beautiful and unique which reminded me of her, surprise visits, dates, vacations, things she wants to do, sneak up behind her hug her waist and kiss her neck, holding hands, hugging, cuddling, interrupting her sentences with kisses and and compliments, complimenting her biggest insecurities as if they are her most attractive assets, doing things I hate but she likes (mainly shopping). I love to be that guy. I still believe in “true love” and refuse to except societies way of romance, “forever and always” is what I want. I want a disney ending with a disney kiss my or our rather happily ever after. but I have come to the realization that I much like the Meeko, Eyore, and pumba will alway make girls laugh but never wanted in romantic ways. 

and it makes me sad

aparently I wasn’t meant to be happy

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Sherlock

Sherlock:hey
Sherlock:I just met you
Sherlock:and this is crazy
Sherlock:but I know you're an army doctor and you've been invalided home from Afghanistan you've got a brother worried about you but you won't go to him for help because you don't approve of him, possibly because he's an alcoholic, more likely because he recently walked out on his wife and I know your therapist thinks your limp's psychosomatic, quite correctly, I'm afraid.
Sherlock:So text me maybe.

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